You make me wanna lala...

2011-08-04T11:30:00.001+08:00

This month is not a good month. Cross me, and i won't be nice.

2011-07-31T09:10:00.002+08:00

majorly mad pissed. i have extreme intolerance to bad time management. pisses the hell out of me when i plan something back to back nicely and all it takes is one stupid joker to screw it up. dammit. i feel like slapping someone big time now.

2011-06-17T16:38:00.003+08:00

oh, and one more thing. If i had known that emails and sms were not meant to be private, i would have sent it to the world for their viewing. or even better, publish it on the newspaper. stupid piece of shit.

2011-06-17T16:04:00.003+08:00

So apparently, i just learnt that a bunch of my friends don't believe in platonic friendship. you're either lovers or enemies. no such thing as in between. totally what the hell to me.also, apparently, love means possession, even if it means suffocating the love of your life to death. That also includes, love at first sight and, being head over heels in love with someone you don't even know. that

2011-06-01T10:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was probably one of the longest day of my life.. and yet also seemed so short. Initially i took the news calmly and rationally. Then i sat down for 5 mins and when it finally hit me and registered in me, it suddenly dawned to me that i've been getting so much crap in 5 months. thank god for a convenient listening ear on standby who happened to be next to me or i would have completely

2011-05-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

today, i felt like giving up for whatever i've been fighting for. the energy bar is blinking dangerously low. i really don't know how long i can last like this

2011-05-06T10:38:00.002+08:00

Back from Chiang mai feeling refreshed and humbled on many levels. I had a really good trip, minus some annoying bits. Nonetheless, living with the bare necessities was actually extremely fulfilling for me this time round. We laughed a lot. learnt a lot and benefited more than what we could give. There were moments i was close to tears when i saw how the kids appreciated little things which we

2011-04-29T08:56:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i ask myself, how can anyone be so heartless. I don't think i'll ever get my answer. Except for the fact that i know, who are those, who have been such extreme cold-hearted and unfeeling to others. oh well. Time for Chiang mai! hopefully i'll be able to heal myself through the process of healing others :)

2011-03-22T13:07:00.002+08:00

it's really sad that even though i'm no longer a student in a school, i still encounter the misfortune of knowing childish and immature people around. and i thought such silly actions and behaviors exists in schools. gross.

2011-03-17T20:29:00.002+08:00

just some very very random things: 1. i fear i'm suffering from insomnia. i can't sleep at night.. and when i sleep, i get nightmares. when morning comes, i simply refuse to get out of bed. 2. in order to counter this i-can't-sleep thing, i figured out that making myself damn tired in the day would help me to crash at night. so i've been making sure i go for runs every evening after work/dinner.

2011-03-12T09:54:00.003+08:00

for once, no emo post! the looming MCAT is less one month away! man, i'm suppperrr nervous for it. stupid 5.5hr exam.. i swear i'm gonna conquer it once and for all. anyways, yesterday was one good day. During the usual floor meeting, i had a pleasant surprise when O decided to use my data for presentation and even credited me for it! I know it may sound like no big deal but i've been putting in

2011-02-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

So life has been bumpy and rough off late. i'm super choked up with all the shitty things in life so far. but then again, i count my blessings and take comfort in the things i have in life. For once, thank god for awesome family and supportive friends. The last thing i ever want is to be all alone and walk this path i've chosen. i guess this is a little ridiculous but, thinking back, when i was

2010-12-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

back from europe 2 weeks ago and feeling ultra refreshed! although, now it's back to reality. booo anyways, Christmas soon! <3

2010-10-16T14:41:00.001+08:00

2 days ago, my postdoc told me this: You are too young to have worries like this. and somehow, that made so much sense that i always remind myself that whenever i worry too much.so true.

randomness

2010-09-16T09:28:00.002+08:00

so, work's been ok. studying's been ok. was just back from a major shopping trip which left me super drained. nonetheless, it was fun :) haven't been blogging for a while and it's usually when i'm feeling down in the dumps when i start to blog and type randomly. i made a lot of new friends recently. most are nice and of course, some isn't. but most importantly, i'm really glad i'm closer friends

2010-07-22T16:02:00.002+08:00

life is so so not good right now. i'm super duper drained. 7 months into 2010 and i'm already feeling like i need a long break when i already had a 3 month break in the beginning of the year. so.tired.

2010-07-16T08:48:00.002+08:00

hello world! decided to re-read my posts recently and realized they've all been so dark and depressing. i guess at that point of time while i was typing, they were truly heartfelt and they just flow out naturally. and yeah! didn't know people still do check this almost dead blog once in a while. maybe i should continue blogging (: anyways, been ultra donkey busy. day in day out i'll be busy doing

2010-07-11T15:22:00.001+08:00

i thought it was going to be a good sunday for me. but i just found out something horrible and upsetting. seriously can't remember the last time a friend ever betrayed me. i swear it's really painful.

2010-06-30T10:19:00.002+08:00

i'm trying really really hard to be as indifferent as i can. i thought it was a matter of out of sight, out of mind.but i realized i'm just in denial all this while. i'm confused. i can't believe how much i've changed over a span of 4 months. I'm almost afraid i'll lose myself while finding myself. which is ultra ironic. how do you numb your skin after the the warmth has touched and left you? i'm

2010-06-24T11:37:00.002+08:00

woah! i can barely remember the last time i blogged! i even almost forgotten the password to blogger. haha so anyway, i don't know if its because too many things have happened since or because i think no one reads this anymore. it's as if my thoughts no longer matter and i can't be bothered to write them down or anything. which, i'm convinced, is a bad thing :(life was pretty rough in the middle

2010-03-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

just back from a work dinner of which i had quite alot of fun at. my new lab's been fantastic and awesome and i'm truly glad for it. i thought i'd be suffering from some serious anxiety symptoms but thank god it's all been while and i feel damn glad i'm out of rgs. and away from some other people of course. on a separate note, i'm a little perturbed at how some things have turned out. i guess

2010-02-23T10:17:00.002+08:00

finally, updates! i know. for those who have been still such loyal readers of my blog, i thank you. i'm guilty of allowing facebook to replace the blog. which obviously, does no justice. ultimately, the blog is where i whine bitch and makes loads of noises. it's more for people who are closer to me and they know what's going on in my life instead of basing it on pictures. so anyway, i've had an

2010-02-19T09:07:00.001+08:00

wah! my blog seems eternally dead. eeks! not a good sign. Am definitely gonna do something about this soon! maybe next week! :D

2009-12-06T18:57:00.002+08:00

i went for a run today by myself, which wasn't quite the usual. as i ran that familiar path as i always do, i realized that my vision gradually came to a blur. i wondered if it was the rain or it was my tears. i came home to be insulted by my sister who simply loves yelling at me all the time, as if things were not bad enoughi'm really really truly tired. i wait by the phone hoping a miraculous

oohhh

2009-10-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

haven't blogged for so long! just to keep this blog alive, everything had been rather rough lately. my work's been insane. the boss has been a major bitch/bastard. like, seriously. i love my kids and students and teaching but honestly, i think some people are totally fucked up. i mean, i am ME for bloody god's sake. why do they keep wanting to change me. and worse, treat me like a student because

2009-09-08T19:42:00.003+08:00

i'm giving up. finally and truly. it's all going to be history. it was a bad start to a long and perpetual nightmare. i'm glad i finally have the guts to walk away from it. it was only a matter of time and it took me more than a year to decide on it. i'll never look back sogood bye once and for all

2009-09-05T07:47:00.003+08:00

so! i haven't been updating at all! let's just say there are two reasons why so. firstly, i've been horribly busy. my everyday is spent to its fullest. there hasn't been a chance i could sit down and watch tv peacefully for more than 15mins. i hope all this madness ends when the kids are done with their exams. secondly, i'm terrified of the net at the moment. my girls are ultra resourceful and

2009-08-08T08:10:00.002+08:00

the long weekend is here and i have to suffer from ANOTHER bout of flu on wednesday. i felt like crap in school having to feel like i'm swallowing saw dust down my throat. my throat was clamping down on me and i nearly couldn't breathe with my nasals all blocked. by thursday and friday, i still managed to drag myself to school and then rush home to concuss with the anti-histamines killing me.

2009-08-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

it's been more than two weeks i last blogged. for some strange reason, it doesn't feel like it's been two weeks. i had a great time out with jeanne this evening. i feel so comfortable with her by bitching and whining and gossiping and catching up. it felt...normal! and i feel alive! it's like, finally there's someone who knows you and you can just laugh and roll your eyes at and there's so much

2009-07-15T15:20:00.003+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates. have been busy with stuff lately and didn't have the luxury of time to sit down and type out something at my own leisure. nothing much has really happened. work has been fantastic so far. i enjoy being around with my crazy colleagues and my totally cute and insane girls, i feel so cheered up when i step into class and a whole bunch of joy springs out at me. Teaching

2009-07-07T20:36:00.002+08:00

i feel miserable and disgusted how i am torturing myself. i'm trying hard to distract myself but i still fail to do so. help help help. i seriously think i need something to vent and confide in, something i can cry to and something that will comfort me and tell me it's alright.

2009-07-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

i realize that i usually think better when i'm running/swimming and i can actually keep on running....until my mind refuses to think. and recently, there are two names that keep appearing in my mind while i'm running. :(

2009-07-04T12:51:00.003+08:00

haven't blogged for such a long time. mainly because everytime i wanna post something, blogger is down. oh well...updates finally! many thanks to H1N1, all activities after school have been cancelled. i can't say that i'm disappointed because we're not to loiter in school when its dismissed, so once the bell rings, i GO HOME! oh my god! i'm like so damn happy everytime i get back because i get to

2009-06-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

today, i saw my friend's back view. i observed her for what, seemed the longest time i've stared at a person. Even from the back, she seemed so strong and sturdy. despite all that she has gone through, i have never once seen or heard her cry. even i wouldn't be able to take such a major blow. life's fragile. but she has showed me how one can still remain positive in times of tenacity. you know

2009-06-18T08:28:00.002+08:00

the mango private sale yesterday was ultra detrimental to my wallet. i spent up to $450 in less than 3 hours there. ahhhhhh! but on the other hand, i get to have new clothes when school reopens.yay! (:

2009-06-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

do you happen to know anyone who can be such idiots, who will come into your life, poke into your business, be nice to you, just to know what's been going on in your life? and then once they get the full juice, they just spread it around to other people and then leave you out? it sucks doesn't? i was just reflecting about it recently..about what's been going on this year. i had abit more free

2009-06-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

My holiday has so far been a rather great one. i only did paper work on my macbook and the rest of the time i'm just...bumming around. when was the last time i could actually bummed around? i'm sooo gonna miss this bumming around when school starts. Last weekend saw me and M at esplanade after dinner at Marina Sqaure. M has been raving mad about Max Brenner ever since he returned from Melbourne.

2009-05-30T09:04:00.005+08:00

MY LIFE IS BACK IN ACTION! can you believe? i've survived TEN WEEKS of INSANE life! i feel like a kid who has just finished exams and feel that liberation air blowing into my face. i'm SO gonna enjoy the 4 weeks of heaven before i'm dragged back to hell after that. Funny thing is, none of the teachers showed that exhilaration when with the girls. In the staffroom, everyone seemed to look happier,

heartfelt entry

2009-05-24T15:47:00.005+08:00

Ok. it's not as if my entries in the past isn't heartfelt. Just that today, i feel like expressing something close to my heart. One year has passed since i've started working. or rather, one year since i've graduated. The working world has taught me many things. One of which, is that working life is a harsh and brutal one. I wonder if life as a student protects you from the reality of life.

2009-05-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

i am so damn bloody upset. i haven't felt so defeated and spent for such a long time.

2009-05-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

much has happened and still, i managed to find time to think through and reflect. i truly wish i had the ability and the courage to pen them here. but the luxury of time and freedom doesn't seem to be at my disposal. another time. perhaps.

2009-05-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

It's 9pm and i'm still in office. i've officially worked for 14hrs. ohmygod.

2009-05-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

for 7 years in my life, i don't recall myself missing in action on my blog for more than 10 days. and wow, THIS is a record. anyway, yeah i'm still alive and kicking. work's been a mother of all bitches which explains me being on a major hiatus. i have shitloads to update. and i'm soooo busy, i don't even feel tired. i wish i had 48hrs in a day.

2009-05-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

haven't been feeling the best of sorts lately. i can't really pin point what's wrong..i just know that something's not quite right. there are times when i know that i think my life's near perfect and i feel truly satisfied with life. but at this moment, i don't feel a sense of accomplishment or anything. and that, is not a good thing.

2009-04-30T08:10:00.003+08:00

i'm sick. It all started off with the Lee Chin violin concert which RGS made such a big fiasco over. All the teachers had to go home, change into something nice since SR Nathan was gonna be there. By the time the concert ended, i felt ultra drained and all my energy sucked. On Tuesday and wednesday, so many teachers started falling ill. I was sneezing and dying yesterday but tried to stay on till

2009-04-26T08:20:00.003+08:00

goodness me. my blog seems nearly dead at the last post. anyhow, i'm back (: As craig puts it, i had my first virgin clubbing experience on Friday night. I was really looking forward to meeting jeanne craig and jeremy on friday the entire week. after finishing off the last meeting of the week at 5.30pm, i had to rush home to return the car before meeting jeanne and craig at vivo's modesto's for

2009-04-16T09:02:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling pretty annoyed. i think i want to take an MC for 2 days. damn freaking busy to no bloody end.

2009-04-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

i owe my boss a WHOLE chunk of work. i probably even owe him my life. i'm supposed to send him a proposal by this week but the work email wasn't working so it forced me to 'not work' i was kinda enjoying that kinda freedom for awhile and told myself i'd get it done once i can access my inbox. lo and behold, i can access it now but i just can't seem to get myself to do work at all. dieeeeee it's

2009-04-08T06:50:00.003+08:00

clearly, if you were quick enough, you would have known i deleted my previous post. and i guess as much as i know the blog's mine mine and i can say whatever i want, i better not risk it when it comes to the world wide web. you never know how resourceful some girls are. ok. it's 6.50am. and i'm already in office. time to work!

2009-04-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

Signs that show that you're becoming a workaholic: 1) you're sick and you're on MC but you can't afford to not go to work2) you're staying in office till later and later3) you're going back to office on weekends Hello again! i have no idea who still reads this but let's just keep it alive for awhile while i can. and yes...i think i'm slowly becoming a workaholic. sighhhh Well, work has been work.

2009-03-29T08:45:00.004+08:00

Finally, a weekend to myself. to myself meaning: no need to go back to office or to even think about work.ok, i still had to reply one email from work. and well...another week plan for lessons next week. but hey hey hey! it's so much better than the past few weekends. but then again, i had a great time last weekend catching up with boons, carol, mark and jeanne! i'm really glad certain issues and

2009-03-22T15:52:00.002+08:00

i'm almost reluctant to go back to work tomorrow. everyone thinks i'm so lucky to get the school holidays but nobody knows that i can't 'take leave' during school days. so all my school holidays are the most precious to me and there are still some days i have to be back in office/cca. i guess this one week short break might just be one of the most fulfilling ones i have had. For one, i didn't do

2009-03-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

i am so super jaded. everyone from my batch went for the rgs homecoming..except me and probably a few people. yes i know, it's cool! it's homecoming! it's calling out all alumni people and old girls to come back for a get-together. everyone who went have been swooning and recalling good old days.everyone went and asked me why i didn't go. honestly, i guess if i didn't work there, i'd be more than

2009-03-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

Have been extremely busy lately. For some strange reason, i don't have enough time all the time. It's the one week school holidays and i welcome it with open arms. The only problem is that i still have to go back to office for about 3 times this week and another 2 times for CCA. which makes no difference to working 5 days a week. damn. much has happened which has taught me so much as a working

2009-03-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

i guess all good things do come to an end. and this time, it ended way too soon.

2009-03-01T11:14:00.002+08:00

well ok, i was stressed to the max the couple of weeks. i stayed in office the whole day only leaving when it turns dark. i shuttle between Raffles institution and Raffles girls' for meetings and conferences. and it causes even more backlogs. but i finally decided to not give a damn and went out for Slumdog Millionaire on friday night. When i first mentioned to chris i wanted to watch Valkyrie,

2009-02-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

for so long, i've procrastinated this post. i know that if i were to blog or talk about it or even pen it down, i don't think i'll be able to overcome the emotions. i guess everyone will eventually reach a point of time where their future and lives being to seem fuzzy. I don't really know what kinda life i'm leading right now. i used to be so clear with what i wanted and where i was heading. I

2009-02-24T19:34:00.002+08:00

i realize that 20 out of 10 times, i come home in a terribly foul mood. terribly and extremely bad and so annoyed as if everyone owes me a living.and i don't even know why. and today is no exception. i feel like saying that f word.

2009-02-22T09:46:00.002+08:00

arghhh! work has been insaneee and crazy! notice on friday 3pm. work to be dued: Saturday 7amaverage amount of time to get work done: 3days What the hell! i went back home at 8pm on friday night and went back to office at 5am to finish up undone work to meet the 7am deadlineand now i have to prepare another set of work due tomorrow 8amahhhhhhhhhh! feel damn bad cause i had to cancel my date with

date-less with the flowers

2009-02-14T20:49:00.007+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all you out there! Friday was with Audrey at the NUS career fair. I decided to drag her to the RGS booth although i think she's probably a little intimidated thanks to my stories. I left school extra early and cab down.. feeling MORE than happy to leave school and leave work. while hopping around booths, aldrin gave me a call about a parcel i had received in school. i was

2009-02-11T17:18:00.003+08:00

work and life has been shit over the last weekit was just pure crap and MORE rubbish.. the stress was just coming in. i think being busy is fine.. but i think having stress and people breathing down your neck is like... too much. everyday people were bombarding me with work. it made me realize how much i long to go back to study. sighanyway, the only comfort i could only get was from my really

2009-02-01T16:19:00.004+08:00

have been extremely particularly busy lately ever since the new year started. work has been INSANELY crazy as well. i don't even know what i've been busy with. it's just meetings after meetings after meetings. Sometimes i end so late, i don't even know what does late means anymore. i've been extremely lucky too..having Mervyn to come pick me up from work after he ends work. It's on the way anyway

2009-01-25T14:26:00.002+08:00

Caught Bride Wars on Friday night. it was on sneaks but i was way to eager to catch a chick flick. it's pretty hilarious.. kate hudson's should be the reason why you're watching this show. Bride wars has a good ending...and a rather meaningful one i suppose. If you're bored and still waiting for better shows to be out, i suppose Bride wars will be a good choice (: Anyway, we bought Wii!!

2009-01-23T18:04:00.003+08:00

I got off work early today i was on a major gastric flu infection after a whole string of birthday celebrations. So tuesday and wednesday was spent recuperating at home, sleeping and also alot of vomitting. Work has been alright although there's still some amount of work to be done. my girls have been kind to me so classroom management is so much easier. Monday was one horrid day. I was having

birthday celebrations part II

2009-01-20T08:18:00.007+08:00

Firstly, many many thanks to ALL, each and everyone of you who wished me happy birthday! my daddy and mummy, my grandparents, my jie...stella, gary ang, grace, janine, shee chin, renwei, audrey, jeanne, chad, jason koh, jessen, sean, wenfang, sc tan, shee chin, shangyuan, limei, desmond, ruoya, bryan li, aldrin, lionel,alvin, karen, daniel lau, ruth, virnice, seowhwee, tzehwee, meilin, michelle

Advanced Happy birthday!

2009-01-17T08:27:00.005+08:00

my gosh! what a way to celebrate my 23rd birthday! 2 surprises within 24hrs! so firstly, the sister wanted to meet me for dinner on thursday at holland v's nydc. she did mentioned she wanted to buy me dinner for my birthday so i went down to meet her after work. nothing seemed amiss..we had our main course and dessert by our lonesome self our cookie monster mudpie then suddennnllyyyapparently the

2009-01-10T12:42:00.003+08:00

and finally. a blog post on my lovely mac baby my black key pads and no bounce pad. hehe The screen and keypad The apple the thin-ness of the screen round edged silver laptop the mouseand hopefully i'll get my ipod touch soon.

2009-01-09T11:21:00.001+08:00

Oh my god. the new Macbook pro 17 inch damn nice! argh! should have waited and bought this instead :( anyway..it's back to work. oh sigh

2008-12-31T13:30:00.002+08:00

today, i sat in my room and wondered if i can blame anyone for the situation/plight/state that i'm in. i think i try very hard to look positive and keep telling myself everything will work out fine and i'll get what i want eventually and still consider the expectations people have of me. when i do something for someone else's sake, the person comes back to me and tells me what i should have done

2008-12-29T12:21:00.002+08:00

Rumour has it that the iPhone nano's in the makingIt's been a while i last updated myself with MacRumours.com because i'm contemplating majorly if i should get an iphone or a itouch. my creative and my nokia's dying at a rapid speed. sigh. i reckon i've spent too much money this holidays. i've bought SOOO many clothes and shoes...even my wardrobe's bursting- literally.

2008-12-26T08:57:00.003+08:00

Wow! Christmas day has passed! Can't believe time flies sooo fast! and i'll be back at work next friday. crappp. back to waking up at 5.30am. boohoohoook anyways, we were at a Christmas dinner at my cousin's place where we went extra early to help with the food and the christmas tree. hehe and of course... with my new hairstyle which is way way shorter than before. Decorations!Jie and the

2008-12-19T10:37:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Twilight. after all that hypeM was looking forward to this and frankly speaking, after seeing all my kids read the book DURING lessons, i was beginning to secretly wonder what's so cool abt the vampire. all in all, it was only ok. i can't believe it! Granted, Robert Pattison is cuteee! He's really handsome and yummy despite him looking so cold and fair and everything. I love it that they

2008-12-15T10:21:00.003+08:00

movie updates! 4 Christmases. haha very very funny. i really like that Reese Witherspoon can be so comical and act like a bimbo all at the same time. Vince Vaughn is just as hilarious and retarded. love it! (: The day the earth stood still didn't really had a great plot. but it was a remake of the old classic so i guess that can't be helped. Keanu Reeves was also kinda stoned... or it might just

2008-12-08T10:09:00.004+08:00

updates are lacking like crazy. the camera and SD cards are all with the sister who is happily on cruise with mummy, leaving the dad and i at home. nonetheless, we caught a couple of shows yesterday at Kallang Leisure Park. It's so much less crowded than GV and anyother malls. i'm begining to like the place even though it's erm...slightly abit far. Sex drive! we watched this because it was the

2008-12-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

tracy reminded me the existence of my blog. i have tons of photo to load up but i keep procrastinating for god knows what reason. anyway, it's really high time i blog. many things have happened over the week. i'm just blogging now because i have to wait till 11pm before meeting M. it makes me wanna doze off right now. ok on second thoughts, maybe i should just go nap first. updates another time!

2008-11-26T08:49:00.003+08:00

i'm one happy woman. i'm getting paid even though i'm not exactly working. all my over time in school has proved worthwhile. anyway, it's a pretty good week so far, even though M has lost my most exquisite and favourite hair accessorie i got from Hong Kong. apparently it's not sold in singapore so i felt devastated for one whole night while M preaches abt how that's life for me, you lose some and

2008-11-23T09:35:00.006+08:00

watched two movies over this week! i'm thankful for the life i'm living now actually. i have no more exams and having the time of my life. so anyway awfully cute! esp Motomoto. ha! really ultra fat and funny! but this movie also came expensive indirectly. M had a parking ticket after we were done with the movie. then we headed down to marine barage. that place is super cool! only downside: it's

Love is a losing game

2008-11-20T12:01:00.004+08:00

i realized that when i was much younger, i used to blog about everything and anything including my feelings, emotions and angst. well, it's not that i don't do that now.. but somehow, i'm becoming more conscious of what i type or what i say on a blog. People tend to over read or over interpret things they read. Or maybe because i'm afraid of letting too many people know what exactly is going on

My new love

2008-11-19T19:23:00.002+08:00

yes! i have finally got my precious baby! THE box The apple. woot! well photos aren't exactly really doing justice to my mac. the Canon's with the sis. will take more when i get it back! (: also went to see my new nephew at my cousin's mega huge mansion at stevens road. the hall and the tv sound system and the pool. sho cute!

2008-11-16T15:03:00.003+08:00

it's lazy sunday and i spent the whole day sleeping. i had to catch up on my sleep after meetings 55hrs of meetings everyday this week. really can die. anyway, new member for the crumpler back at home! it's a red backpack! the sister was leaving for germany and boston so we went bag shopping. i was telling to get a deuter bag and she insisted on a crumpler. so now...we have 3 crumplers! which is

2008-11-05T15:54:00.005+08:00

i welcome my holidays with open arms! well actually not quite the hols, since i have an ENTIRE week of meetings and seminars in school, in RI and a day retreat at the bird park. now that i have so much time on my hands, i shall do my movie review after such a long time. Mama mia was a pretty good spin. it was so good, i had a ear worm of The Dancing Queen for the next one week. heh Eagle eye was

2008-10-31T16:10:00.002+08:00

whee! weekend's here again! i know i haven't been updating much.. i've either been busy with activities or busy resting. but today, since work ended at 10.30am (OMG! life's good!) so anyway, i'm home for a while before embarking on another weekend of fun. the week flew by so quickly coz i was having so much fun with the girls. and at nights, i'm back to my normal routine of fun. Chris had been

2008-10-24T20:55:00.003+08:00

in retrospect, work wasn't all that bad. and it's finally the long weekend. do you know that seeing an accident happen right in front of you is extremely traumatic even though you're not involved? it was frightening. i was so shaken that i didn't feel like driving to work anymore.

2008-10-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

shitty day. absolutely terrible. to add to it, i nearly got into an accident today. it was this close .

The New Mac

2008-10-15T08:26:00.005+08:00

Oh my god! my wait has not been in vain. the new mac is an ultra sweet beauty! isn't so pretty and nice? and the cheapest one i only 2K! so much cheaper than the fujitsu i was eyeing. on another note, i think that if someone asks for a lift in your car, or that if you're a passenger, it should be a general rule of thumb that you keep quiet about the route he/she takes or the way he/she drives.

2008-10-11T12:47:00.002+08:00

Upset is when you're doing so much and the person doesn't appreciate. Hurt is when you've cooked a meal just for a person and all she does is criticize you. Disappointment is when you're left to pick up the pieces while she walks away after the meal, and leaving her plate there. i stayed home just for the sister today. she was supposed to drive out and get lunch for both of us because i had to

2008-10-11T07:45:00.002+08:00

Another week of work has just whizzed by. Work has been really kind to me and i'm already done with all the markings. I seriously believe in efficiency so now i get to enjoy a 4 day long weekend because i don't need the marking days. lovely. And i have to admmit i'm getting slightly too reliant on the car as transport. This, cannot be a good thing. i dread going home from town in a bus after a

2008-10-06T15:22:00.003+08:00

everytime during the course of the day, i think i'm in a middle of a screwed up day. But by the time i reach the end of the day and i get to go home early at a good 1pm or 2pm, i feel as if it could have been worse. and thank god today happens to be one of those days. M has left for hk which leaves me to entertain myself for the rest of 2 weeks. Coach preview next monday and hopefully alvin won't

2008-09-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH!i feel soooo upset for Massa! I was thrown off my seat when i saw the fuel accident at the pit stop. it's such major serious booboo! oh dear. poor guy. it wasn't even his fault. was down at the racing track with M last night and it was freaking ear defeaning. i nearly went deaf. the atmosphere was high but it stank of burnt rubber. looks like i really should have brought down ear plugs

2008-09-27T13:19:00.003+08:00

haven't been blogging for a long time due to the craziness in work and well...fun. and finally, i get to have my fair share of a break next week onwards. yay! anyway, i've been contemplating buying new toys. EitherMacbook black or Macbook Proalthough i'm much more tempted to buy the high end Pro than black. and definitely not Macbook White. and finally...iPhone! hopefully i'll make up my mind

2008-09-15T09:43:00.002+08:00

i think that when God made earth, He intentionally placed some retards in as well. and some really bitchy, angsty, ever angry, raving mad and vengeful people. obviously they're around you all the time. it just takes alot of self control to not slap them in the face. proper post another time!

2008-09-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

Dinner with the cousins last weekend! fun, food and laughter (: and last week, Singpore flyer and one whole cabin to ourselves! (: Landmarks of the world. how many have you visited? Landmarks of the world. how many of these have you visited? Ultra beautiful and fabulous. Will try to upload more pretty shots of the flyer and its view. stay gold! (:

2008-09-08T08:17:00.002+08:00

i'm obviously not one who likes to confront people. and i'm obviously one hates to face up to problems. past experiences and trends have showed that i'm particularly attracted to work when i'm troubled and upset. and today just proves it because i'm escaping my problems by coming to work. sitting in office and typing away is better than being at home even though i'm awfully ill. i spent one whole

2008-09-05T17:27:00.002+08:00

gosh! my one week hols is coming to an end already. scary merry. did lots of stuff this week which probably explains the rapid passing of time. Met up with many people including Shane who's leaving for london end of this month to become a 'Doctor'. hehe. took the flyer again in the day to take morning shots. it's so much better than the night ride i took the other time. photos another day! (:

2008-08-31T21:30:00.003+08:00

yay! One week holidays for me! After working like a dog, i'm finally having my well deserved break. Friday was Retro Nite at Swissotel Merchant Court. i swear, it's one freaking hilarious night. i was really lucky to be seated at the most happening table of all the cute and funny people. Let's bring it on! It was a night where people let their hair down - literally. just count the number of

2008-08-26T10:02:00.002+08:00

i think i should like my job. i work hard during office hours and i totally heck care abt work after office hours. i can drive to work without having to worry about being caught in a jam and i get off work without having to carry files and laptop back. i get to surf the net and sometimes, like now, even have the luxury to blog. and yesterday, i get to finish work at 1.30pm and be back home at 2pm

2008-08-23T09:55:00.002+08:00

the long awaited weekend is finally hereeee! the week's been so busy, it practically flew by without my knowing. i'm drained to the max so i really need the weekend. spent too much time debating, spent too much time thinking and spent wayyy too much time driving. i've come to the conclusion that the amount of mental energy i spend on the road (esp in a jam) is equivalent to me solving a

2008-08-21T12:53:00.003+08:00

if u're unhappy about something with someone, would u rather voice it out? and if that someone has been so mean to you even though he has asked u a favour, would u still fulfill the favour because u've already obliged? i had the longest battle with myself and someone today. my day today started at an-earthly hour of 3am. it was an unfair trade..as what i call it. it's when someone makes use of

2008-08-20T07:57:00.002+08:00

i've always wondered how people define obligations. it becomes an imposition and a burden when it's understood differently. it frustrates me to no end to be civil or nice to anyone who takes advantage of such incidents and making u handicapped to many other things. also, why are there people who are always filled with vengence, hate and angst in them? nobody owes u anything. and i think many

2008-08-17T12:39:00.002+08:00

finally some time to myself (: have decided to stay home, clear my mails and post a proper entry. first up! i've never been a fan of books because i found it so hard to find genre that interests me. but lately, M and i have been visiting Borders alot more because it's just a 5 mins walk from work. everytime i'm free for lunch or for a long break, i head down to borders to pick up a few books.